Finding Love: Experiencing God’s Unfailing Love [Member Exclusive Episode]

ByAsh Dion

What if love isn’t something you’re failing to feel — but something God has already bound Himself to give you?

February is loud about love.
It assumes love is easy, romantic, emotional, and readily available.

But for many moms — especially those raising autistic or medically complex children — love doesn’t feel light or effortless.
Love looks like responsibility.
Love looks like sacrifice.
Love looks like staying when leaving would be easier.

And over time, the question quietly shifts.

Not “Do I love my child?”
But “Where is love for me?”

This month’s episode is an invitation to stop chasing love as a feeling and begin receiving love as truth.

Scripture does not present love as fragile or fleeting.
It presents love as covenant — something God has spoken, declared, and bound Himself to.

In this episode, we explore what it means to experience God’s unfailing love not as an emotion you have to generate, but as a reality that already exists because God is love (1 John 4:16).

This is not about trying harder to feel loved.
It’s about learning to live inside a love that does not expire, withdraw, or depend on your capacity.

Listen to the Exclusive Episode Here:

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In this episode, we talk about:

  • Why God doesn’t just give love — He is love
  • How love in Scripture is covenant, not emotion
  • Why love is often spoken before it is felt
  • How God’s love remains present in long, demanding seasons
  • What it means to receive love when life doesn’t get lighter

This episode is especially for the mom who feels tired, emotionally flat, or unsure how to receive love when her life requires constant giving.

You are not doing it wrong.
Love has not left you.
God’s love is already holding more than you realize.

Reflection Prompts

  • Where have I been expecting love to feel a certain way in order to believe it’s real?
  • What would it look like to trust God’s love as covenant, not emotion, in this season of my life?
  • Where might God be inviting me to receive love instead of trying to produce it?

February is not about forcing yourself to feel something new.
It’s about allowing yourself to rest in what God has already spoken.

Because finding love doesn’t start with how you feel.
It starts with who He is.

Ash Dion

Hi, I'm Ash. Mom of two, wife, and completely obsessed with Jesus. I grew up believing I was a good Christian, until watching my child suffer led to my faith unraveling. I was struggling to believe in God and walked away from Him for nearly three years. It wasn't until 2am in my son's hospital bed when I broke down, went to God, and my life has never been the same.