Hi, I’m Ash!
I help stressed-out moms find real relief in God, the same way I found it myself. Not by trying harder or believing bigger, but by letting go of the faith I was handed and finding the one that’s actually mine.
“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord…Jeremiah 29:11
I had to lose my faith to find a true one.
I grew up in a home that took faith seriously. Church every Sunday, verses on the wall, a version of Christianity built on doing everything right. I thought that made me a good Christian.
Then real life happened. My oldest son’s health has never been something we got through once, it’s something our family lives with. I did everything I was taught to do: pray harder, believe bigger, trust that enough faith would fix it. It didn’t work the way I was promised it would.
One night, not long after another hospital stay, I put him down in his crib, walked into my closet, and told God the truth. I don’t want to believe in You anymore. I meant every word. For three years, I didn’t. I wasn’t angry and praying. I just wasn’t there.
He found me again in the most ordinary moment: a holiday light garden, my birthday, my newborn asleep against my chest while my toddler ran circles around us. In the middle of all that noise, I felt Him again. Not the God I’d been running from. Someone softer. Someone actually good. I whispered, I see You here. Come back into my heart.
That was the moment I started believing again. But I was believing in the older version of God, the wrong version. It wasn’t until Max was three, in the hospital overnight for a brain MRI, that I found the God of Scripture. The faithful one. The loving one. The compassionate one. The rescuer.
I didn’t get my old faith back. I got a true one, one built on who God actually is, not who I was told He had to be for me to count as a good Christian.
What God grew in the fire
The very gifts I’d overlooked became the way I now coach other moms.
Discernment
To sense what’s true and what’s just noise.
Faith
To believe in God’s goodness when circumstances say otherwise.
Prophecy
To hear His voice and share His heart boldly and compassionately.
Exhortation
To uplift, encourage, and remind others that their story isn’t over.
A little more about me
- Certified Faith-Based Life Coach, helping stressed-out moms find real relief in God.
- Master of Arts in Strategic Communication from Liberty University.
- Former Conservation Specialist at Disney’s Animals, Science and Environment.
- Former Disney Princess at Walt Disney World. (Go ahead, guess, there were two!)
- I absolutely LOVE Christmas! It really is the most wonderful time of the year.
Turning heartbreak into her calling.
Now, I’m a certified faith-based life coach, podcaster, and living proof that God can take your greatest heartbreak and turn it into relief for someone else.
Faith can feel distant, confusing, or broken… I know, because I’ve been there. I’ve wrestled with doubt, walked away from God completely, and found my way back on His terms, not mine.
Through 1:1 coaching and my podcast, I help stressed-out moms rediscover a God who listens, comforts, and leads. One honest prayer at a time.
Come as you are.
Bring your questions, your doubts, and your fears. Let’s find your way back to God together, one honest step at a time.